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First blog post EVAR!

Posted 04-29-2008 at 12:27 AM by LaSirene
Heyas. These blogs are supposed to be about personal things as well about Aion and gaming in general, right?

Oh well.

Thanks for reading my first ever blog post! Onto the chewy caramel center!

I've been feeling really dissatisfied with life lately, things that used to entertain me just seem so shallow and useless now. I am also trying to figure out what I do with my life. I just don't know what I want to do. It's so frustrating but I can't see myself doing anything, really.

Am I supposed to know what I want to do with my life at 20? Or are you just expected to take a leap in the dark and then go from there???

Enough of that depressing crap.

I've been playing WoW since BC. With a few hiatus points, but you get the point. With every online game, I'm ashamed to admit, I haven't reached top level. I either get bored or something would hold me back.

I've always gotten really close. But once I got too close I'd get a serious case of ADHD, which I have been diagnosed with. Is there something wrong with me? Or is it like my friend says, I quit when things get tough?


If that is what I'm doing, and I'm pretty sure thats what it is, how do I stop? How do I find the will to keep going when I suddenly find it to hard?

I'm such a wuss, it's disgusting, but how do I toughen up?

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DemonXaphan's Avatar
Do you find it tough to finish because your doing it yourself? If so you may just need to catch a group to help ease the time.
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Posted 04-29-2008 at 02:43 PM by DemonXaphan DemonXaphan is offline
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I always did have more fun in parties than anything else.

I had the same thought so I've been looking for a Asmo leveling companion or group at release. If anyone reads this and is interested let me know.
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Posted 04-29-2008 at 11:11 PM by LaSirene LaSirene is offline
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Azza's Avatar
how did you know you had ADHD?

I find that im only content when im on computers, other things I'm bored within a few minutes and my attention goes elsewhere. I have no focus at all. I know I dont have ADHD, but I sometimes wish I did to have it as an excuse for what way I act sometimes.
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Posted 05-04-2008 at 04:23 AM by Azza Azza is offline
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I've been tested and heavily medicated my whole life.
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Posted 05-13-2008 at 07:30 AM by LaSirene LaSirene is offline
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Quote: Or is it like my friend says, I quit when things get tough? When ever you feel like this you can beat me down pvp style, no prob's

real life snuck up on me real quick too, i was getting close to graduating fm high school and had no idea what i was going to do.
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Posted 05-16-2008 at 04:13 PM by Riku Riku is offline
 
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